mood: frustrated

grrrrrr grumble grumble.  School is cancelled which makes my whole intended schedule topsy turvy.  I needed to get books at the library today.  Now I will have to get them tommorow making work both today and tommorow limited.  I never thought I'd be complaining about a snow day :S.

Happy end of July.  I feel it somewhat mandatory that I post at least once a month to let some of you know what's going on in my life.  I now go to work and play hide and go seek tag with a random collection of brats all day long.  They are cute though.  Next week we are having a fair day and doing an overnight camping thing with an astronomer too!  We will also be painting Paper Mache balloons (the majority of which I did or had to fix because the kids were too impatient to do it right)  Anyway, it's still a good job.  I'm going to Ottawa for the long weekend.  To stay with my Aunt and Uncle which means I might be able to meet up with some of you if you are interested.  I'm working on my thesis,   It's not going particularly fast, but its going and I'm also working on PBP again.  Me and Jay are "seeing" each other again, although we haven't seen each other since March.  We've known and liked each other in some sense for 4 years but things have ussually gotten in our way.  We'll see how it goes this time.  I've got high hopes at least.  Well, back to the grind.  I'll update again sometime in August.  And, happy full moon all.

mood: hopeful music: None

So, I went on my chocolate cake excursion which was lots of fun.  We talked about random things like school and friends and roomates etc. then we walked home.  She's going to come to my Academy Awards party which will be awesome and we might do something again after I get back like watch a movie etc.  It's kind of weird how much I've been going on "dates" in the last year or so because I never used to go on them.  Somebody would just say to me or I would say to somebody, hey I like you.  And than we'd be girlfriends.  So this is a bit weird.  I guess I'm getting kinda good at "dates" though.  Restaurants cafes and movies have been the extent of my romantic life since June.   Just random dates that for one reason or another don't work out.  But I hope that soon I get to go steady with someone! lol.  Dating is fun but I don't like how not straightforward they are.  You never know whether its going well or if the other person likes you at all until an email or whatever the next day.  Oh well.  Tommorow I will pack and than go to Toronto to catch my flight....scary plane.

Lately, since about January, I've been having a strand of premonition or go do this kind of dreams.  I need your help figuring out if the one I had last night is another.  The first started out with Ivy and I and some one else in a truck and this vision of Persephone appeared in this blizzard of snow and someone, the driver, asked me if I thought she was real and I started talking about spirit, etc. and he turned the truck around and high tailed it out which made me very upset.  I know what that's about.  But, for this whole dream I was at a castle/hotel awaiting a bus to go for a relatives wedding.  Maybe my older sister because she is engaged.  My little sister and I were waiting and I went down these long dungeon corridors in search of something and a ghost which was more of a sculptured bust came out and started talking to me as though my life depended on it.  He told me about a poet, spenser or spencer, who had a thing about apostrophes.  He had his friend murder him to make a point about it...death by apostrophe.  He made it sound very crucial that I retrieve this book from the castle library before catching the bus.  I was trying to find the library when I woke up.  I googled spenser/spencer and apostrophe.  And death by apostrophe.  And apology to apostrophe which later came up.  It appears people care about apostrophes an awful lot.  But I'm confused about why it matters to me and if there is actually a writer out there who had himself killed over it.  If you know anything, please do tell.  I might also be a little loopy ;).